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"When i look at the stars, i used to think about you.


But now my mind is cleared, and there's almost not even a clue.

It's over I get it, but i still miss you.

But I don't think you miss me too?"



 "I can just sit down and cry, i feel like i'm dying inside.
I'm doing everythin wrong and looses everyone i love. Why?"



"Those perfect lips, that perfect kiss,
That perfect guy, so why do i cry?
Because i coulnd't get him.
That perfect feeling,
that painfull ending."


"Paper wings, don't fly away.


All I want is you to stay.

I believe that you can make my day.

Just please don't fly away."



"Would you promise me to be my guardian angel?


Look down at me from heaven,

Like i'm looking up at you from earth.

Be there at night and make my nightmares go away.
Be there at morning to give me a good day.
Just show me the right way.
You don't have to say Good bye.
Just tell me to see you later."



Fra Nicolaj, Hvil i fred.

"If my love go, I wanna go with you, and if you die,

I wanna die with you.

I will take your hand and walk away.



I will follow you into the dark, when ever the time comes."





"Hey you, see the little rainbow?
The one, who only appears when the rain is over and the sun is up.
The one who makes smiles on everybodys faces?
I wish it was me. But it's not.
I'm not making smiles on everybodys faces. 
I'm not making smiles on anybodys faces.
I'm the annoying cloud, on the sunny day.
The one who hides the sun and all happyness.
The one, everybodys says they could live without and then,
The day would be perfect. 
The rain is my tears.
The thunder is my anger.
And the cold snow.. Comes from my heart.
Hey you, see the little rainbow?
I wish it was me. 
But it's not."



"You got the power to make my tears.
But you never teared me down.

You got the power to break my trust.
But you only make it stronger.

You got the power to break my heart.
But you are the one who makes it beat."




"Faith put us together,
We would be friends now and forever.
But now our friendship is fucked,
And you only write when you are stuckd"



 "There's poison in my lips.
To kiss me is a risk.
No matter how many times you call me sweet.
No matter how many times you tell me you love me.
No matter how many times you kiss me on the cheek.
You'll always be a stranger to me."


"I don't like to cost pain, but I did.
So much damage in my and others heads.
I like you, I love you till the day I die.
Even if you aren't the love of mine.
We will always have something.
It will never change to nothing"



"Never done something like that before,
It reminds me about a story of a little whore.
Dropping every piece of clothes she got,
Just for a couple of alcohol shot'"


"Try look at my arms everytime you walk by.
All covered up.
Try look at the tears of mine.
They're all hidden behind.
I open my mouth everytime you look away,
But I don't know what to say.."


"I remember when you held my hand, held it so tight.
Why so tight, was it fright?
It felt so right, know it's so wrong.
Just met you, but could it be a love...
No don't say that, it's out of my sight.
But that feeling, when you held my hand so lovely and tight.."


"Those eyes, that smile.
Keep it on my dear.
All that happiness inside.
I missed it here.
Now with you, I can feel again.
Feel the love, and it doesn't feel wrong.
You make me happy, I can't complain.
Should we make it to a love song?"


"I never gonna be,
What you want, what you need.
We could give up, but I want you so much.
I miss you, your kisses and your touch.
But it would be better for you if you haven't met me.
Then the night wouldn't be so cold and lonely.
Sorry for wasting your time, can't give it back..
This is just my miserable track.



"I wish you would find me, drowned in my tears.
You could look at me and ask 'What is your fears'?
I would say you, and the feeling of losing to.
And the though that i was never good for him..
Or you."



"Hope is lost and dead to me.
What is it anyway, it can't compare to destiny!
Next to that, hope is nothing.
Miss the feeling where i though it was something..
No, I can't start believing, it's the same bullshit.
It doesn't matter, Cause' destiny has hit."


"Love was out of my sight.
But now it's back on my mind with safety and no fright.
It isn't rebellious, cause we can do without dying.
It isn't wrong, cause we can be together without lying.
It's you and me and no one else.
This love we share, what does it tells?
Hey boy, I want you!
Andy my love?
Do you want me too?"



"I'm smiling! I'm smiling because of you!
That joy sweety! I was looking forward to!
Waited for this, waited for being safe.
And now i'm lucky, cause you are my babe!
When you hold me tight,
I forget all fright.
This love will stand as long as you want to!
Cause I'll never let it fall as long as i love you!


"When the alcohol takes over,
When you feel the rush.
When you have difficult to get sober,
And everything get's in hush.

When you're laughing loudly and feel the adrenalin.
When you're having fun and take one more drink again.

Then remember it can be too much,
Be carefull.
Things can get out of touch.

You're acting like a dumbass, and all you wanted was a kick.
But you took too much, now, do you feel sick?

You should be ashamed for how you're acting!
An feel sorry for them who's watching!

It's as too see you ruin you life like that.
And you get really miserable to look at.

And don't talk about it, like it was the coolest thing ever.
Don't think many would agree with you, never.

It's nasty in a really really bad way.
Try to listen to what others have to say."


"This isn't how I wanted to be,
This is just my world of pain.
This isn't how i wanted you to see me,
But sometimes I'm going insane.
Joy is in me somewhere,
But now it's the pain who's coming out.
Go look for happiness, you can't find it here,
But it's out there, no doubt."


"Brother & Sister,
From different mothers and misters.
The brother my parents never got, but i got now.
How lucky I am, I ask you, how?
But it doesn't matter, it's like you've been there since birth.
Knows EVERYTHING about me, you're all my time worth.
The world have been tough, But you've always been there.
And I love you, and I'm thankful because you're here."



"Don't turn off the light,
Cause here comes the night.
With all my fears.
And here comes my tears.
I could scream, I'm already crying.
All the pain make it feel like i'm dying.
I can't understand anything at all... Why?
Even when you said
We are going to see each other again.
It already felt like a "goodbye""


"I've got alot on my mind
Because god didn't make me blind.
I'm able to see.
To see the things who's killing me.
I'm not deaf either
But I really don't wanna hear things brighter.
I can also speak.
So from my problems, away i can't sneak.
Everybody expects my answer.
But I really don't wanna be a part of this anymore.
Cause i'm not feelingless.
And i can think.
And when i think about it all
I have difficult to feel happiness."

"Those invisible tears,
That nobody sees.
Those she always wears,
She needs help, please.
She's heard but not helped,
She starts to freeze.
They take their time, but she can not wait,
Because her saviors walks by her, following an ice cold breeze."

"I don't wanna look back and remember this,
But I will not forget.
I wanna know why he left my,
Even though it's the hardest part of it.
I feel the guilt,
Even when they say it's not my fault.
I feel it because he still can say like that,
Without no doubt.
I can keep crying,
But it  won't bring him back.
All this came to me,
Just like a surprice attack.
Yeah, attack,
Cause this really hurts.
It's hard to stay strong now,
Cause this can't get any worse.
I'll never tell you goodbye,
But this is my last words for now.
Don't go,
Please stay.
You'll always be in my childhood memory."